Tolkien, The Hobbit, The Lord of the Rings, Star Trek: TNG/DS9/VOY/ENT, Sherlock, Pacific Rim, MCU, X-Men (movieverse).
I tag meticulously, and I usually have a queue running.
I was tagged by spitemeister!
Rules: Just insert your answers to the questions below. Tag at least 10 followers.
Name: Remains a secret, since I need my anonymity.
Nickname: None IRL at the moment. ‘Chaos’ on Tumblr, I guess.
Birthday: Early in the year.
Gender: I used to identify as a woman, but that doesn’t seem entirely right anymore, and now I don’t know if I am something else or if I just dislike being female.
Sexuality: I identify as bisexual, even though pansexual might be more accurate. I feel awkward about all of it, but I am more comfortable with the term bisexual.
Height: 167.7 cm. (I was about to convert this to feet and inches, but you know, fuck it.)
Time zone: GMT+1.
What time and date is it there: 22:08, 16 september.
Average hours of sleep: Eight?
OTPs: My current ones are Dwalin/Thorin, John/Sherlock, Bashir/Garak, Hayes/Reed, and Bucky/Steve.
The last thing I Googled was: “Average hours of sleep”. I wasn’t 100 percent sure if it meant what I thought it meant or if it was a fancy expression for the time you go to bed.
First word that comes to mind: Selleri. (It’s the Swedish word for ‘celery’, and no, I have absolutely no idea where that came from.)
What I last said to a family member: “Ja, ni med, hej hej.” (Typical ending of a phone call.)
One place that makes me happy and why: My apartment (even though I liked my old apartment more). Having a place of my own where I can be alone is necessary for me to function.
How many blankets I sleep under: Three at the moment.
Favorite beverage: Milk.
The last movie I watched in the cinema was: X-Men: Days of Future Past.
Three things I can’t live without: My apartment, internet, and my best friend (who doesn’t know if he wants to see me anymore – welp).
Something I plan on learning: I am currently trying to learn the lyrics to ‘Hijo de la Luna’. I didn’t know the first thing about Spanish when I started, so it’s a fun and educational challenge.
A piece of advice for all my followers: I was thinking about something really important earlier today, but now I have forgotten what it was. Oh well. The next time you’re making tomato sauce, you should really try putting cumin in it.
My blog/s: Besides this one, I run you-promised-me-explosions.
You have to listen to this song: Möl Triffid – I Wanna See Pretty People Doin’ Ugly Things. I still find that song hilarious, and I want to end this on a positive note, so there you go.
This has been going around for a while, so I won’t be tagging anyone, but if you want to do it, please go ahead! (And don’t forget to mention me in it so that I can find and read it!)
Maybe try to tell him just that — that you don’t want to dump it all on him any more, but that doesn’t mean you’re better.
That is a good idea. Thanks for assisting my poorly working brain. (When I try to come up with things to say on my own, I usually make everything so complicated that I get stressed out and fuck it all up.)
But he can’t know how you feel when you hide it. He’s no mind reader. I know a lot of people who were surprised that I had depression.
The thing is that I have dumped everything bad in my life on him almost every day for years, so it’s a good thing that I have managed not to do that for a while. It just bothers me that he interprets my silence as me being happy and not needing him. As I said, I know it’s not fair to him. Basically I still just want to rub my unhappiness in his face until he is forced to do something about it. But I try not to.
My friend told me last week that I seem “happier” nowadays. I am still so upset! Just because I am not panicking and screaming and crying all the time does not mean I am happier. It just means that I have got enough things to distract myself from the huge black emptiness with, and that I may finally have managed to die a little inside. I know it is not fair to my friend, but it just makes me so angry that he thought I was fine just because I have been suffering in silence for a while instead of bothering him.
have you ever been talking to your friend and one of you says something to make the other person laugh and its funny and you both have a good time? yeah thats why its called the johnlock conspiracy you sour ass fucking raisins
In fact she’s lying on the ground, reaching for Mithrandir as if cowering from Sauron, which I cannot see her ever doing.